"You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be."

For the first time in a while, I heard (albeit a cover by Ronan Keating) Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls on the radio.
And it took me back a little to when I first heard it, and how I felt...
Just listening to the words and the melody.
It's such a sweet, heart-rending little song.
It actually made me quite sad.

But now, some of the words strike home properly.
And it does a pretty accurate description of how I feel, in some ways, about Harry.
I never want for things to end, though this song mentions them that way.
I'd give up a lot of things for him - but there are some things that I will not.
I know there's always a chance, but I believe we're good together - it sure feels that way.
He's like the other half of my soul and my mind.
We have our differences, but that's what keeps it interesting.

I'm here for him til the day I die.
I would say I hope we go together, but that's very, very unlikely. ):
I know someone out there will pish tush this, but meh. I hope it's not too long before we're together again.
He's my raison d'être.




Ugh, as much as Mushi is the most beautiful, beautiful song, it never, ever fails to make me cry. Whether a little or a lot.
So melancholy.
I dread the day it ever is performed live in front of me.
I would not be able to hold back tears.
D: